I Am an Unquenchable Fire! The Center of all Energy! The Stout Heroic Heart! Truth and Light! Everywhere this broom lands, the Sun will Rise. An Ode to Helena. Grandmother Helena! You left this planet before I arrived and Oh whas that a Joke? Helenah, A name of Greek origin meaning Torch, shining light. Helena Augusta, or Saint Helena, empress of the Roman Empire, mother of Emperor Constantine the Great. Born in the lower classes traditionally in the Greek city of Drepanon, renamed Helenopolis in her honor. Shakespeare loved Helen(a). She appeared in both All’s Well That Ends Well and A Midsummer’s Night Dream. Helena of Troj. History is full of Heroic Helena’s. Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, known as Madame Blavatsky, a Russian mystic and author who co-founded the Theosophical Society in 1875. Kept The Secret Doctrine always close by. A friend who was an actor gave it to me when I studied theatre in Brussels. He was an angel. Study it well, he said. DEMON EST DEUS INVERSUS. Only today I truely understand. Grandmother Helenah never left my side. Givin me glorious thoughts into the deepest corners of the human mind. She was a visionary. A lightnin bolt. She said Watch Out for the Demons! She was an orphan. Traumatised. Like so many strong women with a particular expressive voice end up at the Fire stake. She landed in a mental hospital. My mother screaming at me. Stop that serious thinking! Stop that reading. NO!NO! NO! I would set forth her Glorious mission in a very Emotional way. Moon, uranus in 12th house Scorpio. and BOOM! Strong woman full of wit. Reading every book she could read. Stay in. Go out! Oh yes I was mad at her for leavin me behind. MAAAAD! I needed her seriousnes. Someneone beside me to understand my serious seriousness. (everyone kept laughing.) Kindergarten! I would shout as a kid. Get me out of Kindergarten! When would the Sirius work begin????? Toys Toys Flapperboys. Our enemy was grand! The Catholic Devils ruinig paradise under desguise of religion. Jesuits hated me at first sight. I needed a serious companion. I was LEFT handed too. But patriarchy broke her before I arrived. Even my mother. Left hand bound on the back. Grandma would take care there were always strong Helena’s in the neighbourhood. Writers, artists, dancers, astrologers, klipclappers and seeers, swirling in and out of my life. No Religion Higher than the Truth. While the Devil wants you to believe his grand Lies and he goes great length in trying to deceive the masses it is always DEUS that wins. The Light. The Truth! No VIOLENCE ALLOWED IN THE NEIGHBOORHOOD of this Universal Reformer. Any violence and you will be SWEPT out of my Society.